About two weeks since the last post. You wonder why? I just haven't had time, yeaah believe it or not I've been really busy this weeks but that's something good because amazing things also happened this weeks so now I have more stuff to tell you about, let's begin.
I think my last post it's from 2 weeks and since then a lot of wierd but also cool things happened to me, but in general this month I had that awakeness that I've been waiting since the first day of the year, something happened to me one day that just gave me that attitude I was waiting for. The date, sunday 10th 2010, what did I did that day? Two main things, the most important is that I got a chance to hang out with a friend i haven't seen in like 3 or 4 years, yo can imagine the excitement I had the moment i saw her, I just run towards her and we hug, and I almost start crying lol it was like she never left, like we weren't separate by thousands and millions of miles, and it was really cool. That same day i watched THE movie, seriously, I'm sorry about my friends that told me that Avatar was THE movie, but it wasnt, it's Zombieland! Yep, that's the best movie of all times, of all times! and that movie combined with the day i spend with fer, that's what make me adquired that brand new attitude that i was looking for, that's all i have to say, that's why that was THE movie (:
Last night i though about everything i wanted to write but i think i forgot, i wanna tell you now only good things that happened to me this weeks, but also some wierd and kinda bad stuff, cause at the end that's still part of my life.
One thing that's freaking me out it's some "crush" I have with a friend, and i say "crush" because although my mind like him, my heart doesn't, and that's beause i don't love him but my mind it's making me believe that, and i know that's sound wierd but i think I may not be the only one in that situation, right? I don't wanna talk much about it, i just wanted to get that out of my chest, cause if i don't clear to myself that i really don't love him, then my mind will never understand that. And I don't love him because I can't, first he has a girlfriend (well who doesn't in this days, oh wait me lol) and then i don't even know him well enough to like him, and third one of my bf that used to be a very good friend of him told me that he's no good for me, and that's makes me wonder, what's so wrong with him? anyway I wanna tell you about something more important, my hair! yep haha, about exactly one week ago Dakota was born. Dakota is the name of my hair, yeah i know, it's wierd to give name to your hair but she means too much to me and last week she got THE haircut, that was the first time i was happy about how the guy from the salon cut her so she deserved her name, and i couldn't be more happy about it.
I think i told you some important things that i wanted to share, there's still a few left to tell you but today we're having a party for a friend so i'm kinda late because i haven't even shower lmao! I wanna continue this tomorrow and share you how was this day, and all the things i didn't tell you today.
Anyway, leaving cause it's getting latee haha take care people, see ya on my next post
This ain't my last words
~ gabYtha Demore!
Friday 1st
Today is the beginning of the new year! Leave crappy 2009 behind and welcome the amazing 2010, and I'm so sure that this has to be THE YEAR, I know 09 will be crap compared to this year, to the beginning of the decade (:
Gotta keep it short for two reason, first I'm tired and I wanna get some sleep, second: I got not much to write LOL.
Today was a pretty cool beginning of the year, I got new furniture to stard redecorating my room, that's something I do every year but this year's cool cause I got new furniture! so it's amazing lol and I spend half of the day with that xD Some other cool thing is that I watched "Sherlock Holmes" with my family, now the cool thing it's not the movie (actually it's kinda amazing i loved it!) but the fact that I spend some time with my family, which is something that I usually don't do, wheter it's because we don't have time or I'm just not on the mood.
Anyway, the day was cool, I was able to talked to a few friends and I have to say that this was a really cool way to begin the year, and until now there's nothing that could ruin my good moon, or it's just that I won't let anything ruin the smile on my face haha.
So there is it, no bad things happened this day in my life, and I wanna make sure it stays that way xD I hope that your day was also pretty cool and so the rest of your year (:
Leaving to have some sleep after a long day of work and happines xD lol there's a good local joke you'll never get xD well whatever leaving, and take care (:
This ain't my last words, but they're the first ones of the year!
~ gabYtha DemOre!
Gotta keep it short for two reason, first I'm tired and I wanna get some sleep, second: I got not much to write LOL.
Today was a pretty cool beginning of the year, I got new furniture to stard redecorating my room, that's something I do every year but this year's cool cause I got new furniture! so it's amazing lol and I spend half of the day with that xD Some other cool thing is that I watched "Sherlock Holmes" with my family, now the cool thing it's not the movie (actually it's kinda amazing i loved it!) but the fact that I spend some time with my family, which is something that I usually don't do, wheter it's because we don't have time or I'm just not on the mood.
Anyway, the day was cool, I was able to talked to a few friends and I have to say that this was a really cool way to begin the year, and until now there's nothing that could ruin my good moon, or it's just that I won't let anything ruin the smile on my face haha.
So there is it, no bad things happened this day in my life, and I wanna make sure it stays that way xD I hope that your day was also pretty cool and so the rest of your year (:
Leaving to have some sleep after a long day of work and happines xD lol there's a good local joke you'll never get xD well whatever leaving, and take care (:
This ain't my last words, but they're the first ones of the year!
~ gabYtha DemOre!
Thursday 31st
The day finally arrived, last day of 2009, and you know what? I couldn't be more excited about this day!
The year it's finally over, the decade it's finally over, a brand new year and a brand new decade it's getting closer, that must mean something!
I don't know about you but I really want this to be the best year ever! and of course the best decade too! There's nothing I've wanted more than to dismissed the 09 and welcome the 2010 with my arms wide open.
Something importante people, if you ever had a dream that you wanted the most and you haven't fulfill it yet, this is the moment to make it come true! There's not a better way to start the year but to try to reach all those things you want, you know that the only time you lose is when you don't try right? Don't let that happen, it doesn't matter if you can't reach your dream the first days or months, but if you're trying take for sure that one day you will reach it, even if your dream is to go to space, in this times that doesn't look so hard as it was 20 years ago, so why stop dreaming? Why stop wanting something? There's nothing that can stop you for making your dreams come true if you want them so bad, there's nothing you can't do if you really work for it, and that's something you need and must know!
Do you remember that I talked about a list for all the things you wanna do this year? Well mine's finish, although it's pretty short. There's only 3 things I really want to happen this year:
1st: I want my book to be publish, to be known around the world and to open some way to me for future novels.
2nd: I want my band to finally record a great demo and that we get famous at least in our country or the neightbor (:
3rd: I want this year to be perfect in a way that I don't feel sad, angry or with any negative emotions. I want to feel optimistic and happy, find the good side in everything and enjoy as much as I can with family, friends and all the people i love!
So that's pretty much all I'm looking for this year to be, and I wish it all comes true (:
So what do you want this year to be like? Waht are you expecting from it? How do you wanna live this 2010? and, how are you gonna welcome this year? I'm going to welcome it with a lacto-vegan dinner and all the optimism I have.
Wish you an amazing year and I hope your 2009 wasn't as bad as mine LOL n__n
Take care people, and I see you on my next post, it might be tomorrow it might be on monday, who knows! just keep a smile until that happen (:
This ain't my last words, but they are the last one of the 2009
~ gabYtha DemOre!
The year it's finally over, the decade it's finally over, a brand new year and a brand new decade it's getting closer, that must mean something!
I don't know about you but I really want this to be the best year ever! and of course the best decade too! There's nothing I've wanted more than to dismissed the 09 and welcome the 2010 with my arms wide open.
Something importante people, if you ever had a dream that you wanted the most and you haven't fulfill it yet, this is the moment to make it come true! There's not a better way to start the year but to try to reach all those things you want, you know that the only time you lose is when you don't try right? Don't let that happen, it doesn't matter if you can't reach your dream the first days or months, but if you're trying take for sure that one day you will reach it, even if your dream is to go to space, in this times that doesn't look so hard as it was 20 years ago, so why stop dreaming? Why stop wanting something? There's nothing that can stop you for making your dreams come true if you want them so bad, there's nothing you can't do if you really work for it, and that's something you need and must know!
Do you remember that I talked about a list for all the things you wanna do this year? Well mine's finish, although it's pretty short. There's only 3 things I really want to happen this year:
1st: I want my book to be publish, to be known around the world and to open some way to me for future novels.
2nd: I want my band to finally record a great demo and that we get famous at least in our country or the neightbor (:
3rd: I want this year to be perfect in a way that I don't feel sad, angry or with any negative emotions. I want to feel optimistic and happy, find the good side in everything and enjoy as much as I can with family, friends and all the people i love!
So that's pretty much all I'm looking for this year to be, and I wish it all comes true (:
So what do you want this year to be like? Waht are you expecting from it? How do you wanna live this 2010? and, how are you gonna welcome this year? I'm going to welcome it with a lacto-vegan dinner and all the optimism I have.
Wish you an amazing year and I hope your 2009 wasn't as bad as mine LOL n__n
Take care people, and I see you on my next post, it might be tomorrow it might be on monday, who knows! just keep a smile until that happen (:
This ain't my last words, but they are the last one of the 2009
~ gabYtha DemOre!
Wednesday 30th
One day before new year, gotta keep this post short.
So today was quite boring, I mean nothing special happened, just another regular day in my life, but of course tomorrow's new year's eve and I'm still a bit nervous about it, I really hope 2010 will be THE year, '09 was a really crappy year personal and I think worldwide, lot's of cool people died this year and although personally it was horrible there was a few things that were great and that kinda saves the year.
So I'm wondering, what do you think about this year? I mean was it good or crappy just like mine (lol) maybe it's time to think about that list again, trying to list everything that was cool, bad and all the things you want the 2010 to be.
I hope 2010 will be one of the best years in my life, I really hope I could achieve some of my goals, like my book it's published or my band records a demo or stuff like that, but maybe what I want the most it's a perfect day, a day where I feel happy from the beginning to the end, a day when I wake up with a smile and sleep with the same smile, a day when nothing makes me feel sad or angry or any bad emotion, a day when nothing in the world really matters to mee and that all that matters it's how happy I feel, and I think i'm not the only one that wants that (:
Kinda short of ideas and inspiration so i guess that's all, I hope you're done with your list for the 2010 people haha
This ain't my last words.
~ gabYtha DemOre!
So today was quite boring, I mean nothing special happened, just another regular day in my life, but of course tomorrow's new year's eve and I'm still a bit nervous about it, I really hope 2010 will be THE year, '09 was a really crappy year personal and I think worldwide, lot's of cool people died this year and although personally it was horrible there was a few things that were great and that kinda saves the year.
So I'm wondering, what do you think about this year? I mean was it good or crappy just like mine (lol) maybe it's time to think about that list again, trying to list everything that was cool, bad and all the things you want the 2010 to be.
I hope 2010 will be one of the best years in my life, I really hope I could achieve some of my goals, like my book it's published or my band records a demo or stuff like that, but maybe what I want the most it's a perfect day, a day where I feel happy from the beginning to the end, a day when I wake up with a smile and sleep with the same smile, a day when nothing makes me feel sad or angry or any bad emotion, a day when nothing in the world really matters to mee and that all that matters it's how happy I feel, and I think i'm not the only one that wants that (:
Kinda short of ideas and inspiration so i guess that's all, I hope you're done with your list for the 2010 people haha
This ain't my last words.
~ gabYtha DemOre!
Monday 28th
Today I went out with some friends, both are very different.
The first group of friends I hang out with are definably one of my best friends, we get along really well and we get so simple when we're together, the best friends you can ever ask for, I love them. The second group of friends it's different, I mean we get along and all of that but we're not in the same level of friendship as the first group, and yet I think they kinda know more about my personal life than the other group because of an experience we had a week ago.
I mean I love both groups, I really do, but sometimes I feel like I don't fit in on the second one as in the first one, but for some reason they seem to understand me better than the first one, and I also feel like they know how I feel and they could be a better support you know?
For me it's not very common to stop for a second and think about my friends, as everyone should do I thank for them, they're one of the most important things in my life, but sometimes I wonder if I can call them my best friends in a level of a 100% because they don't know me that well in the personal/emotional part of my life.
I wonder if I’m the only one that thinks that way, I mean not just with referring to my friends but in the hole world, cause I know there's people that have best friends who know practically every single detail of their life, but I think that just like me there must be some other type of people with best friends that doesn't know them at a 100%, and I don't think that made 'em less of a BF, just not in that deep level.
Maybe I’m kinda changing subject I don't know, but at the beginning I wanted to talk about something else. Today I watched Avatar with my second group of friends (I had a blast with the first one but there’s no time right now for that story) and that movie I gotta admit that although it's not the best one (in my opinion) it's a really good movie, and I loved the hole story and that but personally the hole love story involved kinda ruin the movie for me, I mean I’m in some moment of my life where all that love stuff just ruins my day, and it's not because I got a heart broken recently but a week ago I started to think about my last relationship and it kinda brought me memories and know I’m in some kind of love depression where watching love movies or hang out with couples or heard about how much a friends loves his/her girl/boyfriend make's me feel good. I don't want all my friends to find out about it because I’ll feel pathetic and I don't want them to feel sorry for me, I just need to get over this.
Too much personal problems? Sorry if your answer it's yes, I didn't mean to do that but what we can do when we are hurt about something; I think the best solution always it's to learn how to let it go, to move on, to forget about it.
Getting too emotional so I better cut this before its tuesday LOL. I hope you had a great weekend and see you on my next post.
This ain’t my last words
~ gabYtha DemOre!
The first group of friends I hang out with are definably one of my best friends, we get along really well and we get so simple when we're together, the best friends you can ever ask for, I love them. The second group of friends it's different, I mean we get along and all of that but we're not in the same level of friendship as the first group, and yet I think they kinda know more about my personal life than the other group because of an experience we had a week ago.
I mean I love both groups, I really do, but sometimes I feel like I don't fit in on the second one as in the first one, but for some reason they seem to understand me better than the first one, and I also feel like they know how I feel and they could be a better support you know?
For me it's not very common to stop for a second and think about my friends, as everyone should do I thank for them, they're one of the most important things in my life, but sometimes I wonder if I can call them my best friends in a level of a 100% because they don't know me that well in the personal/emotional part of my life.
I wonder if I’m the only one that thinks that way, I mean not just with referring to my friends but in the hole world, cause I know there's people that have best friends who know practically every single detail of their life, but I think that just like me there must be some other type of people with best friends that doesn't know them at a 100%, and I don't think that made 'em less of a BF, just not in that deep level.
Maybe I’m kinda changing subject I don't know, but at the beginning I wanted to talk about something else. Today I watched Avatar with my second group of friends (I had a blast with the first one but there’s no time right now for that story) and that movie I gotta admit that although it's not the best one (in my opinion) it's a really good movie, and I loved the hole story and that but personally the hole love story involved kinda ruin the movie for me, I mean I’m in some moment of my life where all that love stuff just ruins my day, and it's not because I got a heart broken recently but a week ago I started to think about my last relationship and it kinda brought me memories and know I’m in some kind of love depression where watching love movies or hang out with couples or heard about how much a friends loves his/her girl/boyfriend make's me feel good. I don't want all my friends to find out about it because I’ll feel pathetic and I don't want them to feel sorry for me, I just need to get over this.
Too much personal problems? Sorry if your answer it's yes, I didn't mean to do that but what we can do when we are hurt about something; I think the best solution always it's to learn how to let it go, to move on, to forget about it.
Getting too emotional so I better cut this before its tuesday LOL. I hope you had a great weekend and see you on my next post.
This ain’t my last words
~ gabYtha DemOre!
December 26th
Today I watched 2012, I gotta admit I really liked that movie, the plot was so "The day after tomorrow" but it was not so bad, and yet the best thing about the movie was the special effects, you gotta admit they rock like so freakin' much lol
[Read the next paragraph if you already watched the movie, if you haven't then skip it!]
So there was a point between the part where the old lady kills the hen (poor hen) and where the huge Russian guy dies that I was kinda hypnotized by all the horror, I mean we are not gonna die like that are we? Because the picture of the world falling apart was just horrible and i don't know about you but I wouldn't like to see that. If I were someone from the movie I would probably wanted to be Sasha even if he dies but he was cool and he gave his life to save others, or Charlie because no matter how crazy that dude was he also was really passionate, I mean he stick to what he thought and he died watching what he knew was going to happen, and in some point it looked pretty cool to me. Also I heard that the world isn't actually going to end, it's more like a civilization changed but there was no genocide involved, and I think that sound better than the apocalypses, right? But it also makes me wonder how is that gonna happen.
[You can start reading again now]
So my question is, if we're actually gonna die on Dec 21st 2012, how is it gonna be? I mean is it gonna be so horrible and disturbing as the movie shows or it's gonna be something quick that we won't even feel it or watch it cause it must be really shocking watching how the world is destroying knowing that at some point we are gonna die too and it's not gonna be nice at any point.
I also wonder what's going to happen to all of us, I mean are we gonna start a new civilization with the one's of us that are left or there's gonna be a new beginning like a new big bang, you know with the hole explosion thing and all the animals starting to appear.
One thing I’m really sure it's that everyone of us is scared about this, I mean even if it's not real and we're not gonna die the simple idea of the end of the world settled on an specific date it's kinda creepy, cause you actually know the day you're going to die and that kinda shocks you, right? It's just weird thinking about how this might be the last years of your life, even if they’re not, and you know talking about my last post I think I am going to do that list, because even if this are not gonna be my last years of life I still wanna live them as much as I can, taking out the best I can, and never giving up.
This ain't my last words
~ gabYtha DemOre!
Today I watched 2012, I gotta admit I really liked that movie, the plot was so "The day after tomorrow" but it was not so bad, and yet the best thing about the movie was the special effects, you gotta admit they rock like so freakin' much lol
[Read the next paragraph if you already watched the movie, if you haven't then skip it!]
So there was a point between the part where the old lady kills the hen (poor hen) and where the huge Russian guy dies that I was kinda hypnotized by all the horror, I mean we are not gonna die like that are we? Because the picture of the world falling apart was just horrible and i don't know about you but I wouldn't like to see that. If I were someone from the movie I would probably wanted to be Sasha even if he dies but he was cool and he gave his life to save others, or Charlie because no matter how crazy that dude was he also was really passionate, I mean he stick to what he thought and he died watching what he knew was going to happen, and in some point it looked pretty cool to me. Also I heard that the world isn't actually going to end, it's more like a civilization changed but there was no genocide involved, and I think that sound better than the apocalypses, right? But it also makes me wonder how is that gonna happen.
[You can start reading again now]
So my question is, if we're actually gonna die on Dec 21st 2012, how is it gonna be? I mean is it gonna be so horrible and disturbing as the movie shows or it's gonna be something quick that we won't even feel it or watch it cause it must be really shocking watching how the world is destroying knowing that at some point we are gonna die too and it's not gonna be nice at any point.
I also wonder what's going to happen to all of us, I mean are we gonna start a new civilization with the one's of us that are left or there's gonna be a new beginning like a new big bang, you know with the hole explosion thing and all the animals starting to appear.
One thing I’m really sure it's that everyone of us is scared about this, I mean even if it's not real and we're not gonna die the simple idea of the end of the world settled on an specific date it's kinda creepy, cause you actually know the day you're going to die and that kinda shocks you, right? It's just weird thinking about how this might be the last years of your life, even if they’re not, and you know talking about my last post I think I am going to do that list, because even if this are not gonna be my last years of life I still wanna live them as much as I can, taking out the best I can, and never giving up.
This ain't my last words
~ gabYtha DemOre!
Brand new journal
Maybe more than a journal it's just a place for me to write and express myself. A place to write what i feel and think, and people can see it, see if they agree or disagree, or just read it.
But it's not a journal, because a journal implicates writing absolutly everything that goes through my mind, but i'm not gonna do that, i'm gonna write almost everything that i think, which is everything that people can know about me and my life, you know to keep some privacy to myself... like that was something really important lol.
I know it's not new year yet but i think it would be cool to write from a few days before new year's eve, like the day after christmas, which is today as you can see.
Friday December 25th
Almost midnight and i'm still on the computer, i'm such a good example of a good life, yeah right... Maybe it's because i'm a little tired of my written journal, but i thought that this might be easier for me to express myself and i won't get so tired of writing and left out something important, did that ever happened to you? I mean you didn't write something or did anything just because you was tired? I think that happens us frequently, and sometimes we promise not to do that again and gues what? we do it again, lol.
So today i woke up really late, i practically woke up, changed and leave to my aunt's house to eat with my hole family, something that only happen the night after christmas haha and i guess that happens because we don't care about this day, to be honest i don't, i mean after all the excitement of christmas eve the next day it's some kind of sleep day, we just rest and do nothing, and even if we want to do something we can't because every mall and social place it's closed, so there's not much to do, and there's only a few days until 2010.
Talking about that, i've never stopped and think about that before... i mean i never stopped and think about a new year, i just realize i've let go another day in my life that will never come back, and i might regret of something i did or something i should've done but now it's too late. It made me think about all the opportunities that i wasted this year. And i think people don't think about all this ever, i don't even know why we never take sometime and think about the year we had, and we should cause we learn from it and i don't know, but in my case it makes me wanna have a better year, and don't mess it up like i did this hole year.
Maybe we all should take some time to think about this, and everything in our past that was really amazing or really fucked up, i don't know. It just made me think that i've live 16 years of my life (almost 17) and i haven't done everything that i wanted so i may do it next year.
That makes me wanna do a list of the things i wanna do next year, everything i wanna do as long as i have 17. And at the end of the year another for when i'm 18 lol.
I better finish this before it's the 26th, so i guess that's all i had to say and i don't know, maybe some of you write a list too (:
This ain't my last words
~gabYtha DemOre!
Maybe more than a journal it's just a place for me to write and express myself. A place to write what i feel and think, and people can see it, see if they agree or disagree, or just read it.
But it's not a journal, because a journal implicates writing absolutly everything that goes through my mind, but i'm not gonna do that, i'm gonna write almost everything that i think, which is everything that people can know about me and my life, you know to keep some privacy to myself... like that was something really important lol.
I know it's not new year yet but i think it would be cool to write from a few days before new year's eve, like the day after christmas, which is today as you can see.
Friday December 25th
Almost midnight and i'm still on the computer, i'm such a good example of a good life, yeah right... Maybe it's because i'm a little tired of my written journal, but i thought that this might be easier for me to express myself and i won't get so tired of writing and left out something important, did that ever happened to you? I mean you didn't write something or did anything just because you was tired? I think that happens us frequently, and sometimes we promise not to do that again and gues what? we do it again, lol.
So today i woke up really late, i practically woke up, changed and leave to my aunt's house to eat with my hole family, something that only happen the night after christmas haha and i guess that happens because we don't care about this day, to be honest i don't, i mean after all the excitement of christmas eve the next day it's some kind of sleep day, we just rest and do nothing, and even if we want to do something we can't because every mall and social place it's closed, so there's not much to do, and there's only a few days until 2010.
Talking about that, i've never stopped and think about that before... i mean i never stopped and think about a new year, i just realize i've let go another day in my life that will never come back, and i might regret of something i did or something i should've done but now it's too late. It made me think about all the opportunities that i wasted this year. And i think people don't think about all this ever, i don't even know why we never take sometime and think about the year we had, and we should cause we learn from it and i don't know, but in my case it makes me wanna have a better year, and don't mess it up like i did this hole year.
Maybe we all should take some time to think about this, and everything in our past that was really amazing or really fucked up, i don't know. It just made me think that i've live 16 years of my life (almost 17) and i haven't done everything that i wanted so i may do it next year.
That makes me wanna do a list of the things i wanna do next year, everything i wanna do as long as i have 17. And at the end of the year another for when i'm 18 lol.
I better finish this before it's the 26th, so i guess that's all i had to say and i don't know, maybe some of you write a list too (:
This ain't my last words
~gabYtha DemOre!
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