Monday 28th

Today I went out with some friends, both are very different.
The first group of friends I hang out with are definably one of my best friends, we get along really well and we get so simple when we're together, the best friends you can ever ask for, I love them. The second group of friends it's different, I mean we get along and all of that but we're not in the same level of friendship as the first group, and yet I think they kinda know more about my personal life than the other group because of an experience we had a week ago.
I mean I love both groups, I really do, but sometimes I feel like I don't fit in on the second one as in the first one, but for some reason they seem to understand me better than the first one, and I also feel like they know how I feel and they could be a better support you know?
For me it's not very common to stop for a second and think about my friends, as everyone should do I thank for them, they're one of the most important things in my life, but sometimes I wonder if I can call them my best friends in a level of a 100% because they don't know me that well in the personal/emotional part of my life.
I wonder if I’m the only one that thinks that way, I mean not just with referring to my friends but in the hole world, cause I know there's people that have best friends who know practically every single detail of their life, but I think that just like me there must be some other type of people with best friends that doesn't know them at a 100%, and I don't think that made 'em less of a BF, just not in that deep level.
Maybe I’m kinda changing subject I don't know, but at the beginning I wanted to talk about something else. Today I watched Avatar with my second group of friends (I had a blast with the first one but there’s no time right now for that story) and that movie I gotta admit that although it's not the best one (in my opinion) it's a really good movie, and I loved the hole story and that but personally the hole love story involved kinda ruin the movie for me, I mean I’m in some moment of my life where all that love stuff just ruins my day, and it's not because I got a heart broken recently but a week ago I started to think about my last relationship and it kinda brought me memories and know I’m in some kind of love depression where watching love movies or hang out with couples or heard about how much a friends loves his/her girl/boyfriend make's me feel good. I don't want all my friends to find out about it because I’ll feel pathetic and I don't want them to feel sorry for me, I just need to get over this.
Too much personal problems? Sorry if your answer it's yes, I didn't mean to do that but what we can do when we are hurt about something; I think the best solution always it's to learn how to let it go, to move on, to forget about it.
Getting too emotional so I better cut this before its tuesday LOL. I hope you had a great weekend and see you on my next post.



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