Don't let 'em be the last words

Brand new journal

Maybe more than a journal it's just a place for me to write and express myself. A place to write what i feel and think, and people can see it, see if they agree or disagree, or just read it.
But it's not a journal, because a journal implicates writing absolutly everything that goes through my mind, but i'm not gonna do that, i'm gonna write almost everything that i think, which is everything that people can know about me and my life, you know to keep some privacy to myself... like that was something really important lol.
I know it's not new year yet but i think it would be cool to write from a few days before new year's eve, like the day after christmas, which is today as you can see.



Friday December 25th
Almost midnight and i'm still on the computer, i'm such a good example of a good life, yeah right... Maybe it's because i'm a little tired of my written journal, but i thought that this might be easier for me to express myself and i won't get so tired of writing and left out something important, did that ever happened to you? I mean you didn't write something or did anything just because you was tired? I think that happens us frequently, and sometimes we promise not to do that again and gues what? we do it again, lol.
So today i woke up really late, i practically woke up, changed and leave to my aunt's house to eat with my hole family, something that only happen the night after christmas haha and i guess that happens because we don't care about this day, to be honest i don't, i mean after all the excitement of christmas eve the next day it's some kind of sleep day, we just rest and do nothing, and even if we want to do something we can't because every mall and social place it's closed, so there's not much to do, and there's only a few days until 2010.
Talking about that, i've never stopped and think about that before... i mean i never stopped and think about a new year, i just realize i've let go another day in my life that will never come back, and i might regret of something i did or something i should've done but now it's too late. It made me think about all the opportunities that i wasted this year. And i think people don't think about all this ever, i don't even know why we never take sometime and think about the year we had, and we should cause we learn from it and i don't know, but in my case it makes me wanna have a better year, and don't mess it up like i did this hole year.
Maybe we all should take some time to think about this, and everything in our past that was really amazing or really fucked up, i don't know. It just made me think that i've live 16 years of my life (almost 17) and i haven't done everything that i wanted so i may do it next year.
That makes me wanna do a list of the things i wanna do next year, everything i wanna do as long as i have 17. And at the end of the year another for when i'm 18 lol.
I better finish this before it's the 26th, so i guess that's all i had to say and i don't know, maybe some of you write a list too (:

This ain't my last words

      ~gabYtha DemOre!